I wrote Phoenix in 1988, 20 years old. Despite the painful human experience of hurt and betrayal, the soul remains undiminished. The Phoenix rises again from the ashes. Compare this poem to Ascension, written in 2023, with its message of hope and rebirth.

I know now

That you don’t care.

 

The betrayal

The hurt

The breaking down of

Rationality –

 

Yet what do I care?

I’ll move on

I always do

I always have.

 

I am strong now

I always was –

In spite of the tears

And the softness

I was never

Completely broken.

 

I never have been

I never will be.

 

I shall rise

Time and again

To greet the morning rays

To rejoice in the birth

Of yet another day.

 

For I was blessed

With the gift

Of resurrection

And no crucifixion

Shall ever be my last.

 

I shall always move on

Alone and yet at peace

With my ancient wisdom

And youthful hope

To keep my cause alive.

 

My cause

Shall protect me

And if I should die

For my cause

I shall never die again.

 

You have betrayed me –

But what do I care?

You betray yourself –

You shall never rise again.

 

Vanita Shukla Hork, 1988

 

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6 thoughts on “Phoenix

  • November 20, 2022 at 9:16 pm
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    So sad… Still, hopeful!
    A beautiful poem Vanita ❤️
    KK

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    • November 20, 2022 at 9:26 pm
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      Thank you so much, Kacey! I’m so happy you visited my blog and liked this poem 🙏🙏🙏❤

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  • November 21, 2022 at 1:36 pm
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    Angry, defiant and bloodied, this 20 year old was unbowed and undefeated with heartfelt words. Lovely poem, Vanita.

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    • November 21, 2022 at 9:00 pm
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      Thank you so much, Steve, I’m truly honoured 🙏🙏🙏

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  • November 25, 2022 at 7:56 am
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    Realization, hurt, indifference, strength, defiance, rising, soaring… so many emotions run through you. So many run through me when reading this. It takes courage to lay yourself so bare. It’s raw. It’s beautiful.

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    • November 25, 2022 at 9:39 pm
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      Thank you so much, Jill! I’m very honoured and grateful🙏🙏🙏🌷

      Reply

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