This poem is from 1987, age 19. It describes the intense grief and pain of unrequited love. If you like this poem, you will enjoy my first book, Pain. Compare this poem to A Message to the Unknown Beloved (1984).

I have cried for you

In front of you

Bared my soul

For you to see

Laid my love at your feet –

 

Yet you are silent

I do not know

Why –

What more must I do

To tear apart

These new curtains of your mind?

 

Why, oh why

Is your pain so blind?

If it is pain that you feel

I do not know your feelings now –

Your silence is strange to me.

 

But this much is true –

I am tired

And love you as deeply as I do

I am dried of tears.

 

I can cry no more

I can plead no more

My love and friendship

Are yours to have

Or cast away –

I shall remain

Waiting for you.

 

But I shall remain

Where I am

A love without pride, a debased love

Is not love worthy of me –

Or you.

 

So I shall beg no more

Of you

I shall weep no more

For you

But simply ask you to remember

Our song

Before it is too late –

Before your silence becomes mine

A soulless silence our fate.

 

Vanita Shukla Hork, 1987

 

If you liked this poem, you will enjoy my book Memories from another Lifetime: Pain.  Available on Amazon, free on KindleUnlimited. Please do leave a review.

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8 thoughts on “Disappointment

  • December 9, 2021 at 6:08 pm
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    This beautiful and touching poem reminds one of the ghazal poetry of Hafiz and Rumi and could be the text for a melancholy song of unrequited love. It also reminds of the songs of Indian Classical Music wherein the poets use the longing for union with the beloved as a metaphor for the union with God.

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    • December 9, 2021 at 9:01 pm
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      Thanks so much, Richard, I am grateful for this feedback! Indeed, the poem can be interpreted at several levels. You might also like Bhakti, which was inspired by Meera Bai and the Bhagavad Gita.

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  • December 10, 2021 at 7:16 am
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    It’s beautiful, Vanita.

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    • December 10, 2021 at 2:37 pm
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      Thank you so much, Vibeke, I’m really glad you liked the poem!

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  • January 2, 2022 at 6:11 pm
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    Powerful and vivid composition, feeling of being deserted in love. Can see the different levels of interpretation which can be applied to this.

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    • January 2, 2022 at 9:05 pm
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      Thanks so much John! Indeed, this poem is about unrequited love, which is always a painful and unromantic affair, but as always, a poem can be read in several ways. This is as fascinating to the poet as to the readers!

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  • February 27, 2022 at 1:18 pm
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    Heartbreaking and beautiful. ‘I shall remain ‘ part was so powerful. Thank you for this.

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    • February 27, 2022 at 1:31 pm
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      Thank you so much 🙏 I could feel the pain of that young girl when I typed in this poem more than 30 years later.

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